Immersion BluesHearing: wala...just the whirring of the electric fan
Where@: livingroom, in front of the tv
Whatup: packing my stuff, doing some checking before I go
masarap to...before I go...pinabaunan pa ko ng sermon ng nanay ko...nice...
anyway, I can't say more cause my sister's gonna use the computer already...
I'll be missing a lot even if its just for merely 10 days...
10:02:00 PM
ConfusedHearing: Papa Cologne by Parokya
Where@: tambayan again... the usual...
Whatup: drained, drained, drained.
School's a mess! I'm drained after only 2 straight days of pure CHN stuff... arrrgggh! I'll just pooof come immersion... hope not!
I've also been thinking a lot lately about some things that are going about in my life particularly about... *Sigh! Everything that's previously clear is now a bit blurred... Sad. It would've been better if I just didn't friggin' see those darn messages. This definitely makes it all the more confusing. I had plans conjured up in my brain already and now it's all in disarray! This is frustrating! And now Alex wants to get in the picture!!! Waaaaah! What do I do?! I can't just freakin' ignore him cause I've done that for more than a year already and the poor chap would feel that he had his self esteem trampled upon by no less than me. Again for the nth time. I hate doing this, hurting other's feelings. But I can't be responsible all the time, right? I can't also pretend that I love him cause that would be lying.
So much for the blah... Hafta go to class now.
7:46:00 AM
Black ListedHearing: Niki Gil's Vaseline Jingle...haha!
Where@: bahay lang
Whatup: updates on my personal lucifer
Guess who I was texting last night? None other than tin...hahaha Rhein's bestfriend and we're talking about no less than my personal lucifer...the A-hole of my life, Gian. Who would've thought that Gian's not only putting effort into getting me back but is also talking with rhein and even asking her bestfriend for help so that they could have some reconciliation or something. Talk about inconsistent! Not that I want to get back with him, on the contraire, that thought has never passed my mind. After all he's put me through! Over my dead body! For me, it only goes to show what a heck of loser he really is.
Hearing me talk like this might seem that I'm really mad at him but I'm actually not. I'm just irritated with all that he's done to blackmail me added by all the stuff that I've recently discovered with him and Rhein... Deep inside me I pity him for all he's worth and the pathetic life that he leads. I'm not that mean and even though he's put me into some terrible shits before, the goodness left in me still prays that he'd change and have a better life and still find someone that he could really love - love with its true meaning.
Anyway, now's not the time to feel sad kasi today's Dani's birthday!!! Happy Happy Birthday!!! Hope you have a good one...!
12:00:00 AM
Neurotic wise ass out to flood the world with opinionated and not-so-opiniated wit and charm. Nationalistic to the core. Wannabe writer extraordinaire. Daydreamer and royal blooded smart aleck. This is me. This is sugar and spice personified.
